Happy Friday and I'm back bitches!!!
So, yea. I've been MIA. I am feeling like Stephanie Tanner lately....
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| That's right, peer pressure is a bitch.... but there is pizza in the background...drool... |
People (*ahem* Lizzie Mae! p.s. check out her awesome Etsy shop here*) have been asking when I will blog again. So here is my post to update all you lovely folks on the trials and tribulations of a fat girl loosing weight.
So I really don't remember much of last week, however I did loose 2.8 pounds rounding me out to a solid 19.8 pounds! That is the one and only outstanding moment of my week! Woot Woot!
One note worthy thing, is that my clothing is starting to get loose. Like Arthur loose:
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| Awful...simply swimming in these pants! |
So this week all I knew is that I wanted to loose a minimum of 0.2 pounds so I could hit the 20 pound mark.
Well, in order to do that I needed to not be any of the following things:
Which is exactly what I ended up doing. LOL. I was an out of control mess this week. I dined on delectable foods of the Thai persuasion with an awesome new friend. I went out far too many times, and even ate fries covered in ooey-gooey cheese.
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| This is basically my relationship with Diamonz LOL |
All of this I am completely fine with, because this is a lifestyle change, not a diet. I am going to eat things that are higher points. I am going to simply pretend the Quarter Pounder with cheese Extra Value Meal is 0 points some days, because dammit I am not going to deprive myself of something if I want it. Period. End of statement.However, I do want to address something that has come up since my last post that I think is really important to briefly rant about:
I am Fat.
I adore the word Fat.
It does not make me feel uncomfortable, ashamed, humiliated, gross, ugly, negative etc.
It is a fact that I have accepted, and by personal ( not medical or social input) have decided that I would like to make a lifestyle change to better myself weight wise.
I am blogging for me, to document my experience, and give myself a fucking pat on the back for the craziness that I am going through!
However, from my last post ( and on facebook and in person) people have said things similar to:
And all I want to respond with is:
Why you might ask? I adore compliments, and appreciate the support and love from so many people.
But,
I've always been pretty. I've always been beautiful. The fact is, I am loosing weight. I might look thinner in the face, I might appear to be happier and proud of my accomplishments, but please do not equate me loosing weight to me now being more attractive/beautiful in your eyes.
How about these two positive news flashes:
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ANYWAY, on a LIGHTER note ( get it....
hahaha giggle fest right here)In honor of my dear friend Emily( check out her blog here!) I shall post my updated weekly weight loss, in the images of butter ( I thought of doing pictures of my exes, but that is rude....but funny LOL
I am down...*drum roll please!!!!!*
Aka....21.4 pounds!
Or 190 Nutrageous Bars.... otherwise known as:
( 10.57 18 count cases of Nutrageous have been lost ).Not sure how I lost this week, but I am thrilled!
Byeeeeeeeeeee!!!
